Thursday, February 7, 2013

Are The Gentle Too Weak to Survive?

Just got through watching 127 hours. The film by Danny Boyle digitally immortalized the unbelievable, yet true story of Aron Ralston, a hiker who got stuck in a canyon and after five days of thinking he was going to die, finally cut off his arm and ran for help. The movie is based on Aron’s book “Between a Rock and a Hard Place,” a title which no doubt some publisher has been dying to put into print.
I had read the book ages ago, just after I read an excerpt of it in “Outside Magazine,” one of my favorite magazines! Seeing the movie reminded me of another book excerpt I read in “Outside,” this one by Jon Krakauer called “Into the Wild.” 

Chris McCandless
Self Portrait - Chris McCandless

Krakauer (one of the greatest writers living today) details the life and death of Chris McCandless, who set off on a two-year trek to Alaska and ended up dead in an abandoned school bus near Denali National Park.
Aron’s book is written as a first-hand survival perspective. It’s often tough to read but you get the idea. There is no doubt that Aron had the sort of steel will we all would want to have in an emergency but just aren’t sure is there. For Chris, all we have are the impression others have of him and his own cryptic writings. Even though Chris died more than a decade ago, there are still those who speculate he allowed himself to die, his death was a foolish accident or that he was schizophrenic and died because of it. No matter, Chris is not your typical wild guy adventurer non-survivor story.
Sitting here listening to Danny Boyle’s hard-driving soundtrack for 127 hours I’ve been contemplating the contrast between Chris McCandless and Aron Ralston. Both were trapped in impossible circumstances yet one survived and one died. Aron cut off his arm to live, while Chris died in a bus alone in Alaska. And even though Aron is an amputee he continues to climb. Yes, their trapped scenarios were different. Aron trapped by a boulder, Chris by a river (and some say his own ignorance). But I can’t help thinking that personality may have played a part in Aron’s survival.
Born Adventurer vs Soul Searcher
When you read the two books you get right away that Aron and Chris are not of the same ilk. It seems that Aron was born an adventurer. To say he was an overachiever was an understatement. A mechanical engineer at Intel Aron, also played the piano and went to Carnegie Mellon and double majored in French. A Coloradoan, he had a demon-like drive to climb. A year before his accident he quit his job at Intel to climb all of Colorado’s 14ers. This is a common goal among overachievers in Colorado. It’s no small feat to climb 53 mountains all over 14,000 feet, but plenty have tried it. He went climbing alone, not because he wanted to get away from society, but because he wanted to command the world around him. He’s often quoting as saying he chose his fate and he was the master of it in then end. When he left for Utah that day of the accident, Aron, was no meek poet, seeking the meaning of life, he was a warrior electing to conquer life.
Chris on the other hand was often described as “existential,” and having a Thoreau-like zest for nature and life. He was intense and private yet kind enough to pick up a homeless man in D.C. bring him to his parents home in suburban Virgina so the man could live in his parents Airstream. He seemed to be driven to go to Alaska for no other reason than to separate himself from everyone and be one with the universe. Test his skills sure, but use more of his brain than his brawn. Too say he was a deep thinker is crass but it’s also true. Chris was soul searching, a seeker of life, not to conquer it but to understand it.
Each man had a goal. Each man had a plan. One man did the unspeakable and lived. The other made a bad choice and died. I can’t help but wondering, if Chris had been stronger, would he have survived.
What Does it Take to Survive?
That question is impossible to answer. But to begin you have to know how Chris died. There is some dispute about this but it seems after being dropped off near Denali National Park Chris got trapped by the Alaskan winter. His plans for hunting his own food went awry when he couldn’t preserve the meat. By Spring he was ready to cut his time in the Alaska wild short but was trapped by an overflowing river he could not cross. Some theorize he ate poison berries that caused starvation and he died. Others said he was just ignorant about life in the wild and essentially killed himself. Later, after his death, Alaskans were quick to point out alternative routes Chris could have used to get around the rushing river that trapped him in the woods inside that bus.
One trapped by a river. The other by a boulder. One survives. One dies. Some would probably say it’s ridiculous to compare the two but I maintain that even in his recklessness Aron was careful. He had a good map, a great knowledge of the area where he was going, the right gear and as a search and rescue volunteer a good idea of his future fate. Though I can’t know for sure, Chris seemed to have only a cursory knowledge of life in the wild of Alaska, he didn’t know enough to feed himself or have an escape route. To put it crudely Chris just wasn’t aggressive enough about his survival.
We will never know why Aron lived and Chris died. Such is for the God and the inhabitants of the celestial to unpack. But my hunch is the will to live can spur us all to do the impossible and those who aggressively nurture that will have a better chance of survival.

Sunday, February 3, 2013

Who is Nathuram Godse n' why he killed Gandi explained by himself



>> Born in a devotional Brahmin family, I instinctively came to revere Hindu religion, Hindu history and Hindu culture. I had, therefore, been intensely proud of Hinduism as a whole. As I grew up I developed a tendency to free thinking unfettered by any superstitious allegiance to any isms, political or religious. That is why I worked actively for the eradication of untouchability and the caste system based on birth alone. I openly joined anti-caste movements and maintained that all Hindus were of equal status as to rights, social and religious and should be considered high or low on merit alone and not through the accident of birth in a particular caste or profession. I used publicly to take part in organized anti-caste dinners in which thousands of Hindus, Brahmins, Kshatriyas, Vaisyas, Chamars and Bhangis participated. We broke the caste rules and dined in the company of each other.

>> I have read the speeches and writings of Dadabhai Naoroji, Vivekanand, Gokhale, Tilak, along with the books of ancient and modern history of India and some prominent countries like England, France, America and' Russia. Moreover I studied the tenets of Socialism and Marxism. But above all I studied very closely whatever Veer Savarkar and Gandhiji had written and spoken, as to my mind these two ideologies have contributed more to the moulding of the thought and action of the Indian people during the last thirty years or so, than any other single factor has done.

>>All this reading and thinking led me to believe it was my first duty to serve Hindudom and Hindus both as a patriot and as a world citizen. To secure the freedom and to safeguard the just interests of some thirty crores (300 million) of Hindus would automatically constitute the freedom and the well-being of all India, one fifth of human race. This conviction led me naturally to devote myself to the Hindu Sanghtanist ideology and programme, which alone, I came to believe, could win and preserve the national independence of Hindustan, my Motherland, and enable her to
render true service to humanity as well.

>> Since the year 1920, that is, after the demise of Lokamanya Tilak, Gandhiji's influence in the Congress first increased and then became supreme. His activities for public awakening were phenomenal in their intensity and were reinforced by the slogan of truth and non-violence which he paraded ostentatiously before the country. No sensible or enlightened person could object to those slogans. In fact there is nothing new or original in them. They are implicit in every constitutional public movement. But it is nothing but a mere dream if you imagine that the bulk of mankind is, or can ever become, capable of scrupulous adherence to these lofty principles in its normal life from day to day. In fact, hunour, duty and love of one's own kith and kin and country might often compel us to disregard non-violence and to use force. I could never conceive that an armed resistance to an aggression is unjust. I would
consider it a religious and moral duty to resist and, if possible, to overpower such an enemy by use of force. [In the Ramayana] Rama killed Ravana in a tumultuous fight and relieved Sita. [In the Mahabharata], Krishna killed Kansa to end his wickedness; and Arjuna had to fight and slay quite a number of his friends and relations including the
revered Bhishma because the latter was on the side of the aggressor. It is my firm belief that in dubbing Rama, Krishna and Arjuna as guilty of violence, the Mahatma betrayed a total ignorance of the springs of human action.

>>In more recent history, it was the heroic fight put up by Chhatrapati Shivaji that first checked and eventually destroyed the Muslim tyranny in India. It was absolutely essentially for Shivaji to overpower and kill an aggressive Afzal Khan, failing which he would have lost his own life. In condemning history's towering warriors like Shivaji, Rana Pratap and Guru Gobind Singh as misguided patriots, Gandhiji has merely exposed his self-conceit. He was, paradoxical as it may appear, a violent pacifist who brought untold calamities on the country in the name of truth and
non-violence, while Rana Pratap, Shivaji and the Guru will remain enshrined in the hearts of their countrymen for ever for the freedom they brought to them.

>>The accumulating provocation of thirty-two years, culminating in his last pro-Muslim fast, at last goaded me to the conclusion that the existence of Gandhi should be brought to an end immediately. Gandhi had done very good in South Africa to uphold the rights and well-being of the Indian community there. But when he finally returned to India he developed a subjective mentality under which he alone was to be the final judge of what was right or wrong. If the country wanted his leadership, it had to accept his infallibility; if it did not, he would stand aloof from the Congress and carry on his own way. Against such an attitude there can be no halfway house. Either Congress had to surrender its will to his and had to be content with playing second fiddle to all his eccentricity, whimsicality, metaphysics and primitive vision, or it had to carry on without him. He alone was the Judge of everyone and every thing; he was
the master brain guiding the civil disobedience movement; no other could know the technique of that movement. He alone knew when to begin and when to withdraw it. The movement might succeed or fail, it might bring untold disaster and political reverses but that could make no difference to the Mahatma's infallibility. 'A Satyagrahi can never fail'
was his formula for declaring his own infallibility and nobody except himself knew what a Satyagrahi is.

>>Thus, the Mahatma became the judge and jury in his own cause. These childish insanities and obstinacies, coupled with a most severe austerity of life, ceaseless work and lofty character made Gandhi formidable and irresistible. Many people thought that his politics were irrational but they had either to withdraw from the Congress or place their
intelligence at his feet to do with as he liked. In a position of such absolute irresponsibility Gandhi was guilty of blunder after blunder, failure after failure, disaster after disaster.

>> Gandhi's pro-Muslim policy is blatantly in his perverse attitude on the question of the national language of India. It is quite obvious that Hindi has the most prior claim to be accepted as the premier language. In the beginning of his career in India, Gandhi gave a great impetus to Hindi but as he found that the Muslims did not like it, he became a champion of what is called Hindustani. Everybody in India knows that there is no language called Hindustani; it has no grammar; it has no vocabulary. It is a mere dialect, it is spoken, but not written. It is a bastard tongue and cross-breed between Hindi and Urdu, and not even the Mahatma's sophistry could make it popular. But in his
desire to please the Muslims he insisted that Hindustani alone should be the national language of India. His blind followers, of course, supported him and the so-called hybrid language began to be used. The charm and purity of the Hindi language was to be prostituted to please the Muslims. All his experiments were at the expense of the Hindus.

>>From August 1946 onwards the private armies of the Muslim League began a massacre of the Hindus. The then Viceroy, Lord Wavell, though distressed at what was happening, would not use his powers under the Government of India Act of 1935 to prevent the rape, murder and arson. The Hindu blood began to flow from Bengal to Karachi with some retaliation by the Hindus. The Interim Government formed in September was sabotaged by its Muslim League members right from its inception, but the more they became disloyal and treasonable to the government of which they were a part, the greater was Gandhi's infatuation for them. Lord Wavell had to resign as he could not bring about a settlement and he was succeeded by Lord Mountbatten. King Log was followed by King Stork. The Congress which had boasted of its nationalism and socialism secretly accepted Pakistan literally at the point of the bayonet and
abjectly surrendered to Jinnah. India was vivisected and one-third of the Indian territory became foreign land to us from August 15, 1947. Lord Mountbatten came to be described in Congress circles as the greatest Viceroy and Governor-General this country ever had. The official date for handing over power was fixed for June 30, 1948, but
Mountbatten with his ruthless surgery gave us a gift of vivisected India ten months in advance. This is what Gandhi had achieved after thirty years of undisputed dictatorship and this is what Congress party calls 'freedom' and 'peaceful transfer of power'. The Hindu-Muslim unity bubble was finally burst and a theocratic state was established
with the consent of Nehru and his crowd and they have called 'freedom won by them with sacrifice' - whose sacrifice? When top leaders of Congress, with the consent of Gandhi, divided and tore the country - which we consider a deity of worship - my mind was filled with direful anger.

>> One of the conditions imposed by Gandhi for his breaking of the fast unto death related to the mosques in Delhi occupied by the Hindu refugees. But when Hindus in Pakistan were subjected to violent attacks he did not so much as utter a single word to protest and censure the Pakistan Government or the Muslims concerned. Gandhi was shrewd enough to know that while undertaking a fast unto death, had he imposed for its break some condition on the Muslims in Pakistan, there would have been found hardly any Muslims who could have shown some grief if the fast had ended in his death. It was for this reason that he purposely avoided imposing any condition on the Muslims. He was fully aware of from the experience that Jinnah was not at all perturbed or influenced by his fast and the Muslim League hardly attached any value to the inner voice of Gandhi.

>> Gandhi is being referred to as the Father of the Nation. But if that is so, he had failed his paternal duty inasmuch as he has acted very treacherously to the nation by his consenting to the partitioning of it. I stoutly maintain that Gandhi has failed in his duty. He has proved to be the Father of Pakistan. His inner-voice, his spiritual power and his doctrine of non-violence of which so much is made of, all crumbled before Jinnah's iron will and proved to be powerless.

>>Briefly speaking, I thought to myself and foresaw I shall be totally ruined, and the only thing I could expect from the people would be nothing but hatred and that I shall have lost all my honour, even more valuable than my life, if I were to kill Gandhiji. But at the same time I felt that the Indian politics in the absence of Gandhiji would surely be proved practical, able to retaliate, and would be powerful with armed forces. No doubt, my own future would be totally ruined, but the nation would be saved from the inroads of Pakistan. People may even call me and dub me as devoid of any sense or foolish, but the nation would be free to follow the course founded on the reason which I consider to be necessary for sound nation-building. After having fully considered the question, I took the final decision in the matter, but I did not speak about it to anyone whatsoever. I took courage in both my hands and I did fire the shots at Gandhiji on 30th January 1948, on the prayer-grounds of Birla House.

>>I do say that my shots were fired at the person whose policy and action had brought rack and ruin and destruction to millions of Hindus. There was no legal machinery by which such an offender could be brought to book and for this reason I fired those fatal shots. I bear no ill will towards anyone individually but I do say that I had no respect for the present government owing to their policy which was unfairly favorable towards the Muslims. But at the same time I could clearly see that the policy was entirely due to the presence of Gandhi. I have to say with great regret that Prime Minister Nehru quite forgets that his preachings and deeds are at times at variances with each other when he talks about India as a secular state in season and out of season, because it is significant to note that Nehru has played a
leading role in the establishment of the theocratic state of Pakistan, and his job was made easier by Gandhi's persistent policy of appeasement towards the Muslims.

>>"Muslims have taken a part of the nation, tomorrow Sikhs may ask for Punjab. The religions are again dividend into castes, they will demand sub-divisions of the divisions. What remains of the concept of one nation, national integration? Why did we fight the British in unison for independence? Why not separately? Bhagat Singh did not ask only for an independent Punjab or Subhash Chandra Bose for an independent Bengal?

>>I also believe in non violence and Lord Krishna Has also said in Gita “Ahinsa Parma Dharma” but he also said that non violence against the perpetrator of brutality is not the non violence this is cowardliness.

>>I now stand before the court to accept the full share of my responsibility for what I have done and the judge would, of course, pass against me such orders of sentence as may be considered proper. But I would like to add that I do not desire any mercy to be shown to me, nor do I wish that anyone else should beg for mercy on my behalf. My confidence about the moral side of my action has not been shaken even by the criticism leveled against it on all sides. I have no doubt that honest writers of history will weigh my act and find the true value thereof some day
in future. "